Deciding what is wrong and right
Thinking about my life
I don't know what to expect
In the middle of the night

Decisions I made
Trying to forget
What I’ve done wrong
Apologizing with no control

Countless thoughts
Inside my head
Suffocating me
While I'm trying to escape

Nothing is gonna be
The same again
What I did is always
Chasing me
All hope is already gone

Countless thoughts
Inside my head
Suffocating me
While I'm trying to escape

Now what is left
Lives far away from me
A black hole
Replaced my being
In the middle of the night