If I had a dime, for every time
I've been in trouble this decade
I'd buy myself a boat
And make one wish
Lord I'd set it in the river, and I'd just drift

Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights
And they're coming for me
Told them that I'd changed
Told em that I've gone clean
But they don't believe me

If I could have that boat, boy I'd drift away
You'd see the last of me
I'd leave everything, and float downstream
Yeah, yeah I'd just be

Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights
And they're coming for me
Told them that I'd changed
Told em that I've gone clean
But they don't believe me

Christ almighty, I just wanna be left alone
I did my time ten years down
If I could have that boat, it'd be my home
Yeah, it'd be my way out

Cause when I close my eyes all I see are flashing lights
And they're coming for me
Told them that I'd changed
Told em that I've gone clean
But they don't believe me

If I don't drown I'd never be found