Destined to fail, I took my first breath of life
No faith that guides me, nothing to strive for
I carry the weight of the world
And beg for redemption everyday
And if my life should come to an end
There’s no doubt I would be dammed

So I keep struggling with the tension that is rising inside of me
Denying! Defying my creed! My sanity!

Neglected emotions, confined deeper within my soul
I am decaying organic matter, that has lost its will to live
I keep sowing sorrow, just to reap my own death
Trying to thrive in this puny life of mine

So I keep struggling with the tension that is rising inside of me
Denying! Defying my creed! My sanity!

Embracing the darkness in me
Deliverance of guilt and shame
Embracing the darkness in me
Deliverance

I felt the pain, I heard the lies, and revenge now seems hollow
I suffered loss, grief and defeat, but I’ll not drown in sorrow
Into this black embrace, I throw myself away
And let the chaos guide me, I am what I am and the strenght will never falter me again