D
And I feel my face is numb
              E
You're on the other side
        F#m
But you text me that
     F#m
That you're feeling fine
             D
And I want December stuff
          E
Not to be gone again
                  F#m
The things on the other side
               F#m
That's not the green I meant
             D
And I want a contrast life,
             E
I can't make any sense
                 F#m
You think you're glorified
             F#m
I think it's in my head
           D
I kept the faded shirt
       E          F#m
That I met you in

[Chorus]
         D               E
And so I lay, out in the parking lot
         A        E         F#m
While my headache tears me apart
               F#m
And I couldn't stay inside
                 E
The air wouldn't help me so
          A       E     F#m
I'll just be here on my own

[Instrumental]
F#m A  F#m A  F#m A

[Verse 2]
                  D
I’ll cater to the ones I love
            E
I'll be the sun (son?)
          F#m
I'll be a crucifix with excuses to be hung
                F#m
And I'll be the train wreck
             E
That you can talk about
          F#m
With your friends at work because they want to know why
     F#m
your old friends drinking at a party in South Bay
        D
There’s glass in my bed and I have to tell you
  E
I know that it was you and if I thought would haunt you
    F#m
You look a little sad
               F#m
You were never married to my dad
        D
And you look a little sad
               E                 F#m
You were never married to my dad

[Chorus]
         D               E
And so I lay, out in the parking lot
         A        E         F#m
While my headache tears me apart
               F#m
And I couldn't stay inside
                 E
The air wouldn't help me so
          A       E     F#m
I'll just be here on my own
          A       E     F#m
I'll just be here on my own
          A       E     F#m
I'll just be here on my own