They kick me around
Toss me to the ground
Their personal clown
And after all that they still act the same
And I still forgave
Wanted an early grave

They told me they cared
Pretend their aware
Did nothing but stare
I keep to myself
I try to act tough
They see past my bluff
Laugh at what I've become

Can't engage
I wish I was not afraid, said I changed
It's funny, how a small moment can affect me
Guarantee
They will put the blame on me
Threw debris
We both know, I'll just come back
I hate being alone

It still sticks with me
Said I'm being crappy
Act snappy to me
It makes me happy
To see their in gloom
My mood has improved
I never felt so good

Said I'd overbear
They give me their glares
Said I'm being unfair

Because I don't care
No longer their clown
They want me to drown
They want to bring me down

Why am I
Seen as the only bad guy
They wish that, I would die
Well why should I care, when they don't care
We both know
That we will always come through
When were low
We will mend
And pretend that it never happened