much too tired of having the same old restless nights, hopes and dreams all in vain.

i know for a fact that its too little to late, but im too scared to just let go

ive known nothin else in my entire life, it's safe to say that i miss everything.

but dwelling on this comforts me in a stupid fucked up way, and im too scared to just let go.

harsh realization that im not
holding on to anything
holding on to myself
holding on to the person i used to be.