What if this is something
What if this is nothing
What if this is in my head

Trying to be careful
Trying not to stare
He'll notice how
You're turning red

Overthinking
Hands are shaking
Longing for his touch

Don't be stupid
Don't ask for too much

What if this is something
What if this is nothing
What if this is in my head

I've done it all before
Right as I'm feeling sure
He'll look the other way instead

God he's hot and perfect
You're not good enough for him

Have you seen the pictures
Of him sweating at the gym!?

But what if
What if
What if this is all just in my head?

Staring at the ceiling
Fighting off this feeling
Waiting for the phone to ring
Hey! Hi!

Last night was so fun!
So fun!
Yeah, really fun!
I had a lot of fun while
Having fun and things

This is awful
I'm so dumb
Why am I so stressed!?

Wait, what?
No, nothing, are you free tonight?
I guess, I mean
Yes! Absolutely yes!

What if
What if
What if this is all just in my head?

Why do I feel this way about him?
I try to keep my cool

Wanting
Waiting
Imagining a life where I am his

I can't ignore this

'Cause even if it's just a thought
Inside my head
My heart is telling me
Don't stop!

Don't stop
Don't stop
Don't stop

What if
What if
What if this is all just in my head?

What if
What if
What if this is something real instead?

Or maybe this is all just
In my

Head