Sometimes I'd rather not feel anything
Since the day that I lost everything
I closed my heart, no, I won't let her in
Yeah, it's been harder than it's ever been

So many thoughts that keep me up at night
Lately, in the darkest time
Crazy how I'm stuck again
Lately, it's been fuck a friend

I need someone real this time
To show me how to feel cause I'm done
But the flame, I can't ignore it
I'm driving crazy in a foreign

Work the day until the morning
Don't see light, I need some Sun
Cause it be raining, it be pouring
Why no one gave a warning, my God

Yeah, that the path would not be easy
No, they would not believe me
I was right, they wouldn't see me
No one there when I was bleeding, my God

They didn't think that I would make it this far
Shoot for the Moon and then I try to be a star
Star, star
Star, star
Star, star

Please stay away, it's for the better
Safe to say that it is taking me forever
Can't they see? I give my energy, my time
I put in effort, number one, I'm never second

My dream is my obsession, my ticket to heaven
I give my love without question
I don't want nothing in return
So every blessing, it is earned

And only family is my concern
My past, I leave in the dirt
I give my truest word, until I leave this earth
Shoot for the Moon and then I try to be a star

Star, star
Star, star
Star, star