It feels so hard to be alive
It feels so hard to be alive
It feels so hard to be alive

If you want to see me die just wait a bit
If you wanna see me cry you can pay for it

If you want to see me die just wait a bit
If you wanna see me die just wait

Does it make you feel alive

You just want to be alive
But it’s so hard to be alive

I’ll never leave me an option
Won’t let my sins be forgotten
Paid blood to rest from my problems

Left me for dead like the rest will you
Please get this weight of your chest
I'm too burnt out from change I'm a mess it’s true

But I won’t regret die a martyr
Last breath won’t quit what I started
I'm best when there’s seconds left
To prove

So watch me prove it

Won’t stay down when you think I'm dead I'm too far gone gotta fix my debt up
No bell saves better bet I’ll get up
Steal my shit but it won’t be better
Get up
Get up
Show me your face when you stab my head I'm
Sick of this two faced world I'm fed up
Die for the uh we said forever ever

We just wanna be alive
But it’s so hard to be alive
I don't wanna be alive

Before I lose my mind
Illusive ceilings paint the sky
They never stop
It’s in my mind
I just wanna be alive