I feel my hatred deep inside
O hate, you're my beloved, my bride
To you I bow, before you kneel
Beneficial evil is what I feel
Betrayed and weakened by love I was
Falling but haven't fallen because
You've found me, I grabbed your outstrached hand
I love to hate, I hate to love, I love you, Hate

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from the chalice of bitterness I drink
on my grief I feast
in a blood-red chamber I sleep
Despair I breath
I trust only me
Death is all I see
No one to save me
And I don't need it!
Yeah!

All that was good in me is gone and I
Don't regret, I'm leaving it all behind
My pathetic past I'm trying to forget
In bloody katharsis I'm reborning in pain

I threw away the Cross to praise the hate
Baptised in blood of innocent
I fear no God to punish me
I can't go to hell because hell is in me!

[chorus]

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