Try and define
the energy it takes to write these lines.
that I find
useless all the time.

Everyday
I try not to stay awake.
But instead asleep
A safety net I keep.

Get up
and over
don't cave in.
Get off
and under
tell me again.

Capsized.
Leave those in betweens
for someone else.
Sure as a headache comes and goes
so will you.

Use your failed sense of worst hue red

Down and into
every piece of all of you.
Its more of a thought I think
than anything.

Everyday
I try not to say your name.
But end up failing
in the worst of ways.

Such a beautiful thing to waste,
and just as easy to replace.
Tell me again
and this time I'll be sure to listen.