Man, I've been so down the last few years
Just 'cause I'm smiling doesn't mean that I'm okay
God, sometimes I wish I wasn't here
But I am way too fucking scared to leave this place

And I try to pick myself back up
But sometimes I feel like giving up
And I miss the days that I felt high
And I hate they way you say goodbye

I know that I need help, I know, I do
But I can't afford a therapist these days
So I just sit alone in my room
And keep hoping that this feeling goes away

And I try to pick myself back up
But sometimes I feel like giving up
And I miss the days that I felt high
And I hate they way you say goodbye

And I try to pick myself back up
But sometimes I feel like giving up
And I miss the days that I felt high
And I hate they way you say goodbye