what I am:
"She's
Staring at my empty face
Trying to catch the meaning of this day
Seconds, they say, seem to touch eternity

I sit in here, I rise, I walk.
Give to me the essence of this day
Leave her body, close the door behind the cruelty that is

Tearing me, stealing me, becoming me
Tearing me, stealing me, becoming me…

But it doesn't matter now."

what I was:
"I read somewhere that many people who had near death experiences…
Hum, yes! …near-death-experiences!
…reported that there is no light or tunnel at all…!
They say that it only seems that you're detaching
From the normal flow of space and time,
and begin to see everything in the right perspective!
…and the funny thing is that they say
Seconds seem to enlarge,
as if they're trying to fill
that incredible void they see in front of them!
And I think it's funny, 'cause…
seconds are no sentient beings!
But…
I think it's kinda a romantic
description of what
love for life could be,
don't you think? "