what I am:
"Is he there?
Or Am I still attending Them?
Thousands purple
Idiots trying to pierce the walls of my head from the inside
Wake me! From this!
Got tired of being everybody's littlelittlelittle man!
Let me sleep now...
The void in my room needs a rested good boy to be tamed

They walk, they talk, and spit instead of praying
Just like little ants, to be crushed underfoot
It's weird, damn you see?! They don't seem to care
Of all these little girls With her face painted on theirs...
Fuck their flash, fuck my dick, fuck their eyes hunting me
Fuck this God I just cannot replace!
It's weird, damn you see?! He still seems to care
Of his stepson, with a dirty shirt on...

Is he there?
Please tell him to wait
As I desecrate
a millennium of evolution of mankind in one tear
Wake up! You fools!
Can't you just meditate for a second or two?
Father! Here's me!
Take this bitter white thing away from my mouth!

They walk, they talk, and spit instead of praying
Just like little ants, to be crushed underfoot
It's weird, damn you see?! They don't seem to care
Of all these little girls With her face painted on theirs...
Fuck their flash, fuck my dick, fuck their eyes hunting me
Fuck this God I just cannot replace!
It's weird, damn you see?! He still seems to care
Of this stepson, with a dirty shirt on...

Wake up! You fools!
Can't you just meditate even for a second or two?
Day three, I know:
The void in this room is me

They walk, they talk, and spit instead of praying
Just like little ants, to be crushed underfoot
It's weird, damn you see?! They don't seem to care
Of all these little girls With her face painted on theirs...
Fuck their flash, fuck my dick, fuck their eyes hunting me
Fuck this God I just cannot replace!
It's weird, damn you see?! He still seems to care
Of this stepson, with a dirty shirt on..."

what I hate· what I fear dissertation on the nature of God and Love:
"What is God?"
"God is good."
"And why God is good?"
"Because He is… infinite goodness."
"What is God?"
"And why God is infinite goodness?"
"Because he loves us all, no matter what we do"
"And tell me, is she good?"
"No… she isn't…"
"Or does she love you?"
"No… she doesn't"
"Why?"
"Because… she's the incarnation of the Archangel Lucifer
And she deserves it all!"
"She deserves it all!"