When you look at me I'm tired
And teary eyes
I'm the clown that always tries
To take the pain away
To make it disappear
That's my greatest mistake

Years and years
I've been trying my best
To make you stay and
To be okay
Over and over
I'm falling too hard
Coz there is no one
To catch me when I fall

Away
I left myself lose me
And I'm not the one to blame
Away
Tired of being the suckerpunch
Everyday
I'm not Judas, my baby

You're killing me when you go
I'm the worst clown, baby
Maybe I should quit
Just leave a pretty note
That no one's gonna read
I wish badly I could rest

Years and years
I've been trying my best
To make you stay and
To be okay
Over and over
I'm falling too hard
Coz there is no one
To catch me when I fall

Away
I left myself lose me
And I'm not the one to blame
Away
Tired of being the suckerpunch
Everyday
I'm not Judas, my baby