What am I waiting for

Call me out
Tell me that I'm dead weight
Strike a nerve, anything
Tell me I'm a bitch, I'm a mess
I'm so sick of myself
I'm so sick

Guess I'll leave this place
Fucked it up like I always do
Never stood a chance
I'm just a product of bad news
Why am I uncomfortable voicing how I really feel
Can I get my shit together

I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God I'm freaking out

Got some growing pains
That I'm working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I'm such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now

Can I take my own advice
For once my God
I can't focus with these negative thoughts
I blame on growing pains

Maybe if I changed my mindset
I’d believe what they say
Got a lot on my mind these days
I don’t know
If these pills are doing me any good
But I'm hanging on

I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God I'm freaking out

I hope it's worth it
Cause I feel worthless
Nothing but a north east reject
My God I'm freaking out

Got some growing pains
That I'm working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I'm such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now

Got some growing pains
That I'm working through
Never know what I want
That'll have to do
Still got my hand me downs
I'm such a let down
Just what I'm dealing with now