It's been a long time
without seeing the light
the reasons you know why
you just can't justify
I'm getting closer, again

I fight to stay alive
While you keep denying
The blindness is on your mind
I just can't live a lie
I'm getting closer, again
But no one is there
I try to understand
I think I'm losing my head
Losing my head, losing my head, losing my head

Dead or alive didn't know I'd survive
Left without a feeling now I'm numb inside
If I knew all of this back at the start
I wish I could turn back in time
And I would hide
To keep my heart
Safe and sound
Now I'm picking up the pieces spread around