Get away, I don't wanna look at me
I'm ok, really I don't wanna be
And when I feel numb I hide in my fantasy
I can now become whatever I wanna be

And you took it all away, and you got away
The anonymous, when it comes broken promises you say you're not to blame
Fake personalities getting in the way
Can't escape all the tragedy staring at your face

Insane, everybody fake, all I see is pain
Gotta wait, now you gotta wait till it breaks your mind, you hate
Your state, why negotiate when you don't wanna change
Sugar coating got you fucking hoping it's not a mistake

Dedicated, had been fated
Got your mindset elevated, covered in dread
Trying to fake it till you make it, forgot to weight it
I'm the monster you created, I awaited

Try me, think of yourself so highly
But you can't stay still beside me
Read you like a diary
Like a kid who's been too whiny

Whine but they just wanna play
We're not the same, I never got a name
Blank face, you couldn't contemplate
Used to being given everything on a mfuckin' plate

Now you got nothing to lose and nothing to gain
And I got nothing to prove, and no one to blame
You can call it mental abuse, but it's my cocaine
Sick of waiting for it to bloom, afraid to be late

Feel so full but at the same time so empty
Something deep inside is hungry but gives me plenty
Of time, doesn't want a snack, it waits for a grand feast
Take it slow but do it right, and once I get it I repeat

Day after day, I got no time to rest
Sorry but you can't stay, got no place for a guest
Don't pretend to understand the emotion expressed
Look for your own path, mine is too complex to detect