You don't know how it feels to not feel real
I wish I had the guts to tell how I feel
I wanna hang from my neck so tight
Just watch my legs swing as I fight
I wanna die I wanna die
When I bring the knife to my neck I wanna cry

God when's my time
Joke or not I will die

Fake friends fake love, to feel relief
Let go of packed snow, to destroy their grief

You hurt me so I'll hurt you
Forces change, and I do too
I need to, remember
Who I am
I forget what's the plan?

You don't know how it feels to not feel real
I wish I had the guts to tell how I feel
I wanna hang from my neck so tight
Just watch my legs swing as I fight
I wanna die I wanna die
When I bring the knife to my neck I wanna cry

God when's my time