I’m not gonna choose to feel heavy in my chest just to feel it
I’ll embrace the fear when I have to, when it’s dark, when I need it
Why is it so hard to compromise
Love is something that I can’t promise

I’m not gonna choose to feel rain when it’s wet just to feel it

It’s not something that I wanted
But it’s harder to mask my honesty
What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew

It’s not something that I promised
But I watered the past of a devils dream
What’s helping me is healing me from a love I never knew

I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you
I was, da, da
Da, da

I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you
I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you
Dead to you

I’m not gonna lie and say I’m feather light when I’m shaking
It’s okay to shed some tears when my hearts aching
Why is it so hard to realise
Love is something that comes with time
I’m not gonna lose a day to be your entertainment

It’s not something that I wanted
But it’s harder to mask my honesty
What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew

It’s not something that I promised
But I watered the past of a devils dream
What’s helping me is healing me from a love I never knew

I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you
I was, da, da
Da, da

I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you

I was dead, dead
Dead, dead
Dead to you
Dead to you

It’s not something that I wanted
But it’s harder to mask my honesty
What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew