I'm running out of ways that I can hide it
My heart and mind stay divided
'Cause even when your gone still feel so close
I could disappear and still hear your ghost

It's like I'm always reminded
There's no way for me to fight it
'Cause I can go and try but there's still no hope
'Cause ain't no point in trying if there's still no growth

But it's so easy to say that there's something wrong with me
Or to stare and point all of the problems that they see
But I bet I'm not the only one who has the fear of being alone
Lately it's been feeling like it got harder just to breathe

And it gets a little worse every time somebody leaves
So I tell myself It's no one's responsibility
But my own
'Cause I could be a straight liar

Until the day that I die but
That ain't the way that I'm tryna be
I don't give love in hopes to receive
But I don't wanna keep fighting

If it's always gone be one sided
I need something more than what eyes can see
I need your love to be my relief
'Cause I already been through this before

And I don't wanna ever have to see you walk out the door
So you don't gotta break the silence
'Cause I already know what it means, know what it means
Hope you know that for you I'd go to war

And that I'd be the first to make sure that you don't hit the floor
Do whatever just to make sure that you know that it's more than a dream
More than a dream
I know we would make it baby higher than the tree tops

Every morning lovin' on you while the neighbors eavesdrop
I'm just tryna love up on you till you begging please stop
You know it's no secret that for you I got a sweet spot
You know that I'm with it we'll do whatever you say so

We could show out for the world or mami we could lay low
Love you from a distance but you know it's not the same though
Still don't understand exactly what we gotta Wait for
'Cause I could be a straight liar

Until the day that I die but
That ain't the way that I'm tryna be
I don't give love in hopes to receive
But I don't wanna keep fighting

If it's always gone be one sided
I need something more than what eyes can see
I need your love to be my relief
I need your love to be my relief