C    Am    F    C

[Verse 1]
C                     Am
Rain pouring down my head pounds from the sound
      F                     C
I'm stuck to the bed with brain zaps in my head
   Am                  Em
I can't fall asleep I cannot stay awake
    F                 G            C
I cry till I weep I shiver and I shake


[Verse 2]
    C             Em
I think of you I think of you
    F                C
I think of you it's all that I can do
     Am                   Em
And lord knows I try I'm trying hard to change
    F                        G       C
I wish I knew why I always stay the same


[Chorus]
 C       G         F   G  C    G
This is not who I want to be
 Am     Em         F   G  C    G
This is not who I want to be
Am    Em      F         G
I am slowly killing me
Am          Em         F     G
No, This is not who I want
   C    F
to be



[Verse 3]
   C                     Am     G        F
I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
   F                     C
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
      Am              Em
But finally I see I should be scared of me
      F                          G C
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
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[Chorus]
 C           G  F      G  C
This is not who I want to be
 Am             Em F   G  C
This is not who I want to be
Am    Em     F  G   C
I am slowly killing me
     Am     Em          F   G
No, This is not who I want
G  C
to be

[Outtro]
A F C G Am
Em F C Am Em
F G C