You don't have to hate me, I already do

If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me, too?
Thoughts that I want just confess
I stay strong for you
'Cause everyone ends up leaving
When I open up 'bout my feelings
If I told you the real truth
Would it be too much for you?

You don't have to hate me, I already do
I pick myself apart till there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me the way I do with you
I rip out my own heart till there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to losе
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to losе

If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me, too?
Try to pretend I'm not a mess
As long as I'm with you
So I fake it till I break
I sink, I'm a mistake
If you asked me to leave you
Don't expect me to

You don't have to hate me, I already do
I pick myself apart till there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me the way I do with you
I rip out my own heart till there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose