I think it's time to go
Unless you want me to stay
I know I got so lucky
But that's why I hyper fixate
As I start to come down
Since this went straight to my head
It's hard to enjoy anything
When I'm chasing you instead
Sedate myself

Hard to find a way to move forward
Lost in the walk of someone else
It's something I should own
All the nights spent fucked up on the phone
Pacing up the walls like I didn't know
That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done
It's something I should own
All the nights spent fucked up on the phone
Pacing up the walls like I didn't know
That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done
Now I gotta talk, talk
Talk myself through another meltdown

Again
A bottle and a lighter
Another gun for hire
Whatever provides
A little peace of mind
So I think that's why I
Sedate myself

Hard to find a way to move forward
Lost in the walk of someone else
It's something I should own
All the nights spent fucked up on the phone
Pacing up the walls like I didn't know
That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done
It's something I should own
All the nights spent fucked up on the phone
Pacing up the walls like I didn't know
That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done

I'm getting lost in all your steps
I'll slip away and start again
When I regress and I regret
I slip away, away, away
I'm getting lost in all your steps
I'll slip away and start again
When I regress and I regret

I slip away, away, away
All the nights I spent up on the phone
Lessons in accepting
What is out of my control
This all weighs so heavy on my soul
Like dust lit through a window
Floating off, I'm letting go