It just
keeps on raining insults
much more than I can bare
I keep getting into
conflicts
Is it caused by myself?

Have I changed so much
that the others
can't keep up?
Or has my world been standing still?
Is there something to
compare with?

Information is limited
Am I asking the wrong
questions?
Loyalty I don't feel
Has the situation become that
bad?
Friendship still has the same meaning.
Or has it? I still feel
completely unchanged.

Listen to yourself... really listen
You won't like
what you'll hear.

I'd rather be self occupied
than worry about what the
outside world perceives
I like to have a moral ground
but not if my
surroundings ignore the facts

Has my judgement grown so much worse?
Has
anger and disappointment replaced
this bitter angst I once felt?

At least
I'm no longer afraid to loose
what I once held so dear.

Listen to
yourself... really listen
You won't like what you'll hear.
Projection of
self-image... on other people
This is the only way to learn the truth

Moral
Perception

I'd rather be self occupied
than worry about what the outside
world perceives

If I cannot live up to my own standards
How can I expect
someone else to?
I cannot, therefore I must abort and reject
Destroy the
chains that hold me back and reach for the sky.