E
Sometimes I lie
E
Sometimes I convince myself
G#m
That everything’s fine

I’m such a good actress
                     C#m
When I say that I miss you

I miss you, I miss you
G#m
I think that I actually do
               A
And I almost forget there’s so much messed up

Between me and you

E
If I close my eyes I can’t even see
         G#m
I’m in fucked state of mind

And this can’t last forever
                C#m
I want the attention I want the affection
                  G#m
Then you take up all of my time
                  A
And besides the sex there’s nothing left
           A
There is nothing left


[Chorus]
E              G#m      A  B
I know why I lie to myself
E                G#m             A      B
I’m not really looking to get healthy
           E           G#m                  A      B
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
              E
I make me nervous
   G#m        A
I make me nervous
   B         E
I make me nervous


[Verse 2]
E
Is it okay
                              G#m
That i might be using you for my own escape
                                     G#m
I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been

When you been here the whole time
                    A
As messed up as it is, can we admit it

Can we just say it


[Chorus]

E              G#m      A  B
I know why I lie to myself
E                G#m             A      B
I’m not really looking to get healthy
           E           G#m                  A      B
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
              E
I make me nervous
   G#m        A
I make me nervous
   B         E
I make me nervous


[Bridge]
    G#m       A                B
I know it’s fine like every other time
    E          G#m               A
I know that I lie a little bit every time
         B
Almost every time
C#m               E
I don’t mean to ruin things
Fm          A
But I could say anything
                   B
Sometimes I could say anything


[Chorus]

E              G#m      A  B
I know why I lie to myself
E                G#m             A      B
I’m not really looking to get healthy
           E           G#m                  A      B
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
              E
I make me nervous
   G#m        A
I make me nervous
   B         E
I make me nervous