It only hurts if you stop
So keep the bottle close
Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals

Close your eyes and breathe in
Wake up all alone
And wonder where you lost control

Scared to go to sleep
Hiding underneath
There’s a
Darker side of me
I don’t wanna meet

Hanging by a thread
Trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the
Poison fills my chest
Helps me forget
Cause I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red

Until I see the damage
There’s no damage done
Need a reason for me not to self-destruct

Who said it gets better?
What if it never does?
What kind of monster will I become?

Scared to go to sleep
Hiding underneath
There’s a
Darker side of me
I don’t wanna meet

Hanging by a thread
Trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the
Poison fills my chest
Helps me forget
Cause I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red

Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won’t
Until my see my disposition change
Until I'm barely

Hanging by a thread
Trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the
Poison fills my chest
Helps me forget
Cause I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red
No, I’ll never learn till I see red