Anger flashes in a dense darkness
vague thoughts of the sudden end
foamy blood, seething bile endless
frontal attack of despair in moment.

Dismayed face from spiritual pain
obscure own future vision
pattering in a fix again
shuddering entrails mission.

Painful heart, damp eyes
impossibility take back the times.

Closed gate for a piece forerunner
changed attitudes to a vagrant distance
purposes thrown away
broken crucifix on the night threshold at once.

Accepted card bringing a pleasure
won battle with controversial importance
painful intuition's pressure
of betrayal from own ranks.