Holding on to everything
I've known is harder than expected
Running from my memories
Of you
And parts of me infected

Praying for a better reason
Why my demons never vanished
Losing my mind and I am all alone
The evil’s automatic

I’m still waiting for the day
When everything’s ok but before I go
You should know

There’s no way out of this
Even if we try
There’s no way out of this
I never wanna say goodbye
This is all my fault
And you're the reason why
I’m losing hope and I don't think it’s right

F*ck

Looking in the mirror I can see exactly what I’m missing
Staring at a better part of me without my best intentions
I can feel it waking up inside me now
It’s almost over
Holding on before I hit the f*cking ground

I’m still waiting for the day
When everything’s ok but before I go
You should know

There’s no way out of this
Even if we try
There’s no way out of this
I never wanna say goodbye
This is all my fault
And you're the reason why
I’m losing hope and I don't think it’s right

Throw the ashes to the wind
Forget I exist
Rip the pages start again
We are dead