you got me up all night hating myself
and everything is not going to be ok
you got me up all night hating you much more
and i cant help but throw us away
these are the last words i scribble down
my last chance to hurt you once more
when i turn to you
you couldnt recall my name
you got me up all night cutting away myself
and its getting better
your words have become my poison to help me through every step of the way