Masquerades disguising pain with pretty pictures
Endless fiction
Wear your crown yeah upside down
And it fits you it hides the truth
I can’t tell the truth from lies
Behind a brilliant disguise
I'm hiding all of my demons inside

Am I losing my mind
I know I'm drowning
But I'm still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
A hero, a killer
It’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

Scars and secrets buried deep, never healing
So revealing
I can't explain how you keep pulling me in
I’ve tried, I’ve tried, I tried to tell truth from the lies
Behind a brilliant disguise
I'm hiding all of my demons inside

Am I losing my mind
I know I'm drowning
But I'm still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
A hero, a killer
It’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

No need for ultraviolet or optics
Professional diagnostics
You think I'm crazy now
You should’ve seen be before
They used to have to strap me down and gag me
They used to have to pat me down for safety
I wanna stay clean, the dirt wouldn’t let me
I wanna be seen, I want a little safety
Don’t wanna be the monster that they’re looking to make me
Don’t wanna be the problem, just rehabilitate me
Don’t wanna have the gana, I don’t wanna be kind
But I'm about to lose my mind

Am I losing my mind
I know I'm drowning
But I'm still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
A hero, a killer
It’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

Been alive long enough to know when times up
Clocks ticking decisions make your mind up
Kill a man for your purpose bigger plans
On the surface I can smile but it’s never gonna be enough