It was such a pretty little thing I abused it
It was a way out of the pain so I used it
Yeah I tried 1 million other ways they ain’t do shit
I’m just getting used to life without you here

Now fantasize how it ends, do it my way
Fast car in the desert off the highway
Find a cliff so high keep driving
Crash that motherfucker down to hell where you’ll find me

Say I’m ok a lot
Lie through the pain a lot
All of my darkest thoughts
Tell 'em I changed a lot
You stay away from me
Hell that I put you through
Fucked it all up again
Just like I always do

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
All the fuckin' drugs I don’t need no love
All the fuckin' drugs I don’t need no love

Had a dream I escaped all them feelings
With a rope from ground up to the ceiling
I ain't spoke to him in years but I’m kneeling
Screaming "God I need a new way of dealing"

If I was gone you wouldn’t even blink an eye now
You be out and you’d be fuckin other guys now
Take a pill and I hold it deep inside now
It's been a long year standing
So I lie down

Say I’m ok a lot
Lie through the pain a lot
Tell 'em I changed a lot
Hiding my darkest thoughts
You stay away from me
Hell that I put you through
Fucked it all up again
Just like I always do

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
All the fuckin' drugs I don’t need no love
All the fuckin' drugs I don’t need no love

Love is suicide
Love is suicide, I know
Love is suicide
Love is suicide, I know