Why wait?
It's like every fucking day is the same, I know
I get high when I think that I can finally realize
Why you couldn't stay
I wanted to be you
I guess you didn't know
And now I wonder if just like you

Will I die alone?
And it blooms
When I think of sitting there in your room, again
And tonight
I think that maybe I can finally try to speak to you
I wanted to be you
I guess you didn't know
And now I wonder if just like you

Will I die alone?
And I'd ask you if it hurt
When it all went cold
What if I end up like you?
And I die alone?
I pretend you're not dead
Never took your life, never left
I get high and realize
That I couldn't have saved you then

I wanted to be you
When you died alone
Maybe I'll end up like you
And I'd ask you if it hurt
When it all went cold
What if I end up like you?
When I die alone?