G          Em                   C
Everything makes me nervous and nothing feels good for 
no reason
G               Em              C
Waking up, it's rarely worth it - the same dark dread 
every morning
G           Em              C
Senior year here in Mahwah, a new world just around the
 corner
G                Em               C
Leave me behind, let me stagnate, in a fortress of 
solitude
G              Em               C
Smoking's been okay so far, but I need something that 
works faster
G            Em                                    C 
So all I want for Christmas is no feelings, no 
       D
feelings now and never again

G - Em - D - C
G                                                    
There is a faceplate all brown and red that stretches
              Em
 across my mouth
D                                   C             
It's worn for protection, nobody gets in and nobody 
  G
gets out.
G                                                    
I used to look myself in the mirror at the end of 
       Em
every day
D                                              C  
But I took the one thing that made me beautiful and 
         G
threw it away
G                                            Em
I was a river, I was a tall tree, I was a volcano
D                                             C  
But now I'm asleep on top of a mountain, I've been 
         G
covered in snow
G                                                    
Yes, I have surrendered what made me human and all 
                   Em
that I thought was true
D                                                 C  
So now there's a robot that lives in my brain and he 
                   G
tells me what to do
G                                                    
And I can do nothing without his permission or 
                   Em
(which) wasn't part of the plan
D                                         C          
So now in Rock Ridge pharmacy I will be waiting for 
    G
my man
G                                                    
But there is another down in a dungeon who never gave
                   Em
 up the fight
D                                                    
And he'll be forever screaming, sometimes I hear him 
   C              G
say, on a quiet night, he says
G                Em              C
"You will always be a loser, you will always be a 
loser..." on and on and then ..
G                Em                  C               
"You will always be a loser, you will always be a 
                                   D
loser  now...."