Cold Water

C#m
Oh, can't you see?
G#m
I don't belong here
A
Taking too much drugs
 Am
A lot of sertraline

C#m
Don't give me cold water
G#m
With it minutes feels like hours
A
I don't want to live
Am
Just let my death be

C#
I want it
            G#m
I don't wanna wake up
A
I want it
              Am
I just really want to give up

C#m
Reality is to lose
G#m
After all of that
A
Just let me convulse
  Am
I promise I won't regret

C#m
Forget
      G#m
That I  ever came
    A
Just forget
         Am
My life is my own game

  C#m
I just play it as I want
     G#m
I kill myself when I can
         A
I take cold water
            Am
And start all over again

 C#m
I jump to my bed
  G#m
Too much drugs in my head
A
Alcohol till it blends
    Am
With the smoke in the air

       C#m
But I'm not prepared
G#m
Might be a little scared
A
Want to suicide
        Am
But with a bang in my head

C#m
What is so wrong
      G#m
I just want to be gone
    A
But taking cold water
    Am
Is where I leave all at once

C#m
Drugs don't affect my head
G#m
The silence fills my bed
A
My body wanna fall
Am
I've been playing too much around

C#m
So let it burn
       G#m
Let the cold water burn
          A
So let me go
  Am
Let me fall

         C#m
I'm going all The way down
       G#m
Burry my body on the ground
A
Punish my soul
Am
In the hell somehow
C#m
I can take a coin
G#m
To the wishing well
A
I would ask for torture
Am
For myself
             C#m
Maybe I'm in need
      G#m
Of some mental health
A                Am
So let it go cus

C#m
I want it
             G#m
I don't wanna drown
A
I want it
                   Am
I've been letting my friends down

C#m
So burn it
                    G#m
And don't spill the pills out
        A
Just commit
                  Am
What you've been making out

C#m
Bluring my vision
G#m
A pricefull decision
A
Trying to vomit
Am
I wanna do it but I can’t

C#m
Try to suffocate
G#m
Into the cold water
A
Into the freezing shower
Am
I hold onto it

C#m
But I don’t know why
G#m
Cause everyday I try
A
To let loose
Am
And it aways lead to cry

C#m
To give up on my life
G#m
Razor blades
         A
Such a strange disgrace
Am
Now my brain went down a grade

C#m
Up there in the clouds
G#m
I can’t think of a way out
A
Its just jump
Am
I want it but I cant

C#m
Just take a cold water
G#m
I wanna stop while I can
A
Its to late
Am
I'm losing all my friends

C#m
Such a catastrophe
G#m
I wanna kill myself
A
But I don’t have the courage
Am                   E
To end it right here