Will the day be the first or last
Another time it would be the same
But nothing can ever be this easy
So why are all the choices so hard
I can never find myself in me
Nothing ever seems to be the way
That I thought it would be

I always go where you take me
I never go where I need
You always cloud my choices
I'm never me
I'm always stuck behind you
Gagged to save your face
I never am invited
I know my place

Will my chance be afforded
Or will I be lost in a haze
I don't fell my home
Is the way it should be
I can't understand myself
Always losing track of what I say
But nohing can ever be the way
That I thought it would be

And I don't think you need me anymore
And I can't see what I'm still waiting for
And you don't see
Beacause you don't even know
And I don't understand why we don't go

So why are all the choices
So hard for me to see
Nothing has ever been the way
That I thought it would be