Everybody wanna tell me
Who or where or what I'm doing
Everybody wanna pull me
In some kind of new direction
Oh my God, can I be myself, for now?
Feel like I just got out of some hyper-toxic situation
Feel like I'm just tired of all the surface-level conversation
Oh my God, I'm so ready to get out, now

And I'm in control
But a part of me is afraid
A feeling I can't shake
It never goes away
But I

I, I'm on my way to be
Nirvana girl, a newer, better me
Out of this world, enlightened and free
Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be

Kinda think it's crazy
How I used to be intimidated
Kinda waiting for someone
To save me from my indecision
Oh my God, when I should've saved myself

And I'm in control
But a part of me's afraid
A feeling I can’t shake
It never goes away
But I

I, I'm on my way to be
Nirvana girl, a newer, better me
Out of this world, enlightened and free
Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be
I, I'm on my way to be
Nirvana girl, a newer, better me
Out of this world, enlightened and free
Nirvana girl, that's what I'm gonna be

Swear I used to be
My worst enemy
Looking in the mirror like: Ugh
Now, look at me
Designer on my feet
You know that a bitch glowed up
On my hot girl shit, if you missed it
You can find me on every girl's wish list
Check me out while I manifest it
I’ll marry myself, even be my own mistress
I do (and you?)
I do too
Remember back when I was young and confused?
The bar was so low I would scuff my shoes
Now I pick and choose, I'ma be my own muse
If I could go back in time, I'd tell young me that you’re doing fine
Show that inner glow, it's enlighten time
Girl, you in your prime, now I'm

I, I'm on my way to be
Nirvana girl, a newer, better me
Out of this world, enlightened and free
Nirvana girl, that’s what I'm gonna be
I, I'm on my way to be
Nirvana girl, a newer, better me
Out of this world, enlightened and free
Nirvana girl, that’s what I'm gonna be