I’ve never felt so good about dreams
To me, it’s more like fear
I’ve never felt so happy about it
Maybe I am jealousy

And I'm so tired of all those bad poetries
I'm going crazy just for see it
You’re faking happiness

You’re laughing too loud
I could die here
You’re so excited about it
And it’s not a big deal
You’re speaking too loud
About your news
You’re trying hard to look perfect
You should just be more real
I think I need some pills

I have no idea what I am
They’re so special here
My brain is weird but baby at least I have a lot of
A lot of fantasy

And I'm so tired of all those bad poetries
I'm going crazy just for see it
You’re faking happiness

You’re laughing too loud
I could die here
You’re so excited about it
And it’s not a big deal
You’re speaking too loud
About your news
You’re trying hard to look perfect
You should just be more real

You’re talking a lot
It’s pretty much
You’re freaking me
I cannot breath
You’re laughing out loud
You really are
Hurting my ears
I want to scream

You’re freaking me out
I could die here
I’ve been so high and so low here
It’s a lot of reality
Sometimes it’s too hard
To let the emotions free
They are a lot and they’re strong and
I always feel so weak

But I saved my tears