I'm forcing myself to love someone
It's so boring, I'm fucking done
I don't really like her and never did
It's actually just the sex and shit

I never get to know myself
She doesn't care about my mental health
I'm always with her, that kind of sucks
I'm losing all kind of lust

I'm not in love with you
Even though I want to
Maybe you're my new addiction to keep me amused
I'm not in love with you
Even though I want to
I'm sorry, I can't help but don't care about you

She doesn't know how to leave me alone
I have no time to be on my own
I'm sick of calling her every night
Why can't I sleep, Jesus Christ?

It seems like I'm a fugitive
And still I can't fucking end it
I think I'm way too alone
So I'm begging for anyone

I'm not in love with you
Even though I want to
Maybe you're my new addiction to keep me amused
I'm not in love with you
Even though I want to

I'm sorry, I can't help but don't care about you
I'm not in love with you
Even though I want to
I'm sorry, I can't help but don't care about you