I never said
I never said I was fine
We're never dead
We're never dead till we die
It's in my head
I'm breathing but I'm not alive
It's all up to you

I never said
I never said I wouldn't try
But then again
I know I'm never satisfied
It never gives
This feeling got me paralyzed
It's all up to you

Why do I feel so fucking useless?
I can't do anything right
Why does everything feel so wrong?

My mind bends till it breaks
Is this all a mistake?
Am I running out of time?
Do I havе what it takes?
Am I real or a fake?
Will I еver live that life?

It's all up to you
It's all up to you