As I watch myself unwind
I slowly twist the knife
For the first time
In my life
I feel so light

I bleed out every reason
I have to stay alive
As the world
Turns black and white
I feel so light

Tasteless
It’s better left alone
Wasted
On being stuck at home

There’s a poison
Scratch at my
Skin to tear it out
It’s the season
To hurt the ones I care about

I see everything
That’s supposed to make me
Feel something
Anything at all
The looks of shame
If they knew I feel nothing
Nothing
Hollow after all

Lies
Smile
Blind
Light

As I watch myself unwind
I slowly twist the knife
For the first time
In my life
I feel so light

I bleed out every reason
I have to stay alive
As the world
Turns black and white
I feel so light

Weightless
Waiting to ascend
Shapeless
I’ll be free again

This story’s all I know
But it’s getting old
I'm only letting go
What I can’t hold

Take away this heavy load
Take away what I fear most
Cutting and gutting every little piece of hope
Feeling light is feeling whole

Lies
Smile
Blind
Light

As I watch myself unwind
I slowly twist the knife
For the first time
In my life
I feel so light

I bleed out every reason
I have to stay alive
As the world
Turns black and white
I feel so light
Light
Light