My silent smile my hidden cry
My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what you've done
I guess this time you don't wanna fight
I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you don't
Care, you just don't care
I can't get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that I miss
But I can't feel what I had and now is lost
My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet that's why you can stay awake
I bet that's why you told me I'm not lonely no way
I know you feel that I'm too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you don't have respect for all of this
I know you don't
You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present