I sometimes hate you for what you've learnt to me
But I must admit I need it

I sometimes hate you for all the things you've told me
But you've made me what I am

I sometimes hate you for making me feel empty
As soon as you go your own way

I sometimes hate you for showing me reality
It's finally no make-believe...

I hold on tight to you when my world is collapsing
And I can't do without it

I always move backwards when my wings are unfolding
I ain't ready to separate

So reassuring your voice and words really appease me
I can't trust others' speeches

I hold on tight to you when my world is collapsing
And I can't do without it

I used to believe you were me saviour
Neverending nursing

I used to believe you were a deliever
But I am the only one
Who will bring myself to rise up
Endless search for light

Who will achieve, manage on my own
Welcome deliverance

I keep on searching for light everytime
You gotta leave me