Em7       A7
I'm too emotional
   D              B7
I have to let you go
           Em7
I haven't cleaned my room
       A7                 D   B7
Since last time you came home
                     Em7
And every day that passes by
         A7                  D
Makes it so much harder to enjoy my life
             B7                   Em7
Though it's part of growing older
                        A7
I'm sleeping with the lights off
                     D
It's better if I'm blind
                          B7
So I can get you off my mind 'cause

           Em7
Every time I see you smile
        A
I die a little bit
                        D
Heard that you've been doing well
         B7
I wonder who you're with
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                     A
I tell myself you're right here
                   D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare
                 Em7
But every time I see those eyes
         A
I wonder if you know
                     D
You're keeping me up late at night
             B7
I don't know where to go
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                    A
I tell myself you're right here
                    D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare

Em7      A7
I'm too impulsive
          D             B7
I didn't mean to call again
          Em7
I wasn't thinking straight
      A7        D    B7
Last night at 3 am
                Em7               A7
I been having trouble tryna fall sleep
                 D                    B7
Melatonin by my side, but my will is weak
                          Em7
Keeping notions that I'm fine up so I don't Need
A7
Medicated remedies
 D                   B7
Fuck benzodiazepines

             Em7
Every time I see you smile
        A
I die a little bit
                        D
Heard that you've been doing well
         B7
I wonder who you're with
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                     A
I tell myself you're right here
                   D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare
                 Em7
But every time I see those eyes
         A
I wonder if you know
                     D
You're keeping me up late at night
             B7
I don't know where to go
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                    A
I tell myself you're right here
                    D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare

( Bm  A  D  B7 )

Bm
Why do I try?

I don't know why
                   A
I want to fall in love

I want to die

Every time
                  D2
I see you popping up

Forget all the fights

Remember the nights
                   B7
We had. It's not enough

I want to lie

Pretend I'm alright But

             Em7
Every time I see you smile
        A
I die a little bit
                        D
Heard that you've been doing well
         B7
I wonder who you're with
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                     A
I tell myself you're right here
                   D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare
                 Em7
But every time I see those eyes
         A
I wonder if you know
                     D
You're keeping me up late at night
             B7
I don't know where to go
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                    A
I tell myself you're right here
                    D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare

             Em7
Every time I see you smile
        A
I die a little bit
                        D
Heard that you've been doing well
         B7
I wonder who you're with
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                     A
I tell myself you're right here
                   D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare
                 Em7
But every time I see those eyes
         A
I wonder if you know
                     D
You're keeping me up late at night
             B7
I don't know where to go
             Em7
I pretend I don't care
                    A
I tell myself you're right here
                    D
It's nothing but a nightmare
     B7
Nightmare