I might drink, call my ex
Let her sleep on your side of the bed
Blurry nights, goin' crazy
Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

I said goodbye
You got no right to tell me how to feel
I still miss you
And I can't lie, maybe I always will

Tryna find my life again, yeah, even if it kills me
Tryna find the best way over you

I might drink, call my ex
Let her sleep on your side of the bed
Blurry nights, goin' crazy
Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
Oh my God, might self-destruct
You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up
I get so lost, you can't save me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

A stranger's eyes
I wanna see you're not the only one
Even for a night
I'll fix the damage that you've done

Tryna find my life again, yeah, even if it kills me
Tryna find the best way over you (I can't get over you)

I might drink, call my ex
Let her sleep on your side of the bed
Blurry nights, goin' crazy
Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
Oh my God, might self-destruct
You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up (girl, I'm blowin' it up)
I get so lost, you can't save me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

Oh, oh-oh
I'll keep tryin' till my heart goes numb
I'd rather feel nothin' than feel too much

I might drink, call my ex
Let her sleep on your side of the bed
Blurry nights, goin' crazy
Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
Oh my God, might self-destruct
You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up
I get so lost, you can't save me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me

I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me
I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me