The Worried Well

I had a bad night once again
That fed the cancer in my brain
I woke up tired aching cold
My nightmares leave me unresolved
My leaden lungs won't let me sigh
I cannot laugh and will not cry
I don't feel good I don't feel bad
Nothing I do could make me glad
My heart is numb my spirit sore
I don't like myself anymore
Not good not bad so numb so sore(X2)
No sweet memories to recall
My life is but an endless fall
I've nothing but unfriendly sides ]
And no one shares my sleepless nights ](X2)
I don't feel good I don't feel bad
Nothing I do could make me glad
My heart is numb my spirit sore
I don't like myself anymore
Devoid of emotions I live
Of myself I just cannot give
I'm crushed I'll never dare to dream
Why can't I cry ? Why can't I scream ?
I will not cry and will not scream !
I don't feel good I don't feel bad
Nothing I do could make me glad
My heart is numb my spirit sore
I don't like myself anymore
Not good not bad so numb so sore (x2)