I am numb
I am soul sick

Feels like I'm stuck in my head
It's like I'm fucking possessed
Exile or resurrect this desolate carcass
Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect

Desensitized by substance
A faded sense of moral compass
So cut me open 'cause I've already lost everything

It's either poison or pleasure
You salt an open wound
Or fuck away the pain
Why do I question myself?
Fearing what I'd lose
Through and through, tie the fucking noose

Abuse me
You fucking used me
You call this love?
Call it a paradox
Abuse me
Behind cold eyes, my mind decays

I let you down like no other
Enticed by death as it pulls me closer
I think I'm ready for the underground

Still in spite of everything
I put myself through
My coping mechanisms have got the best person
I tried to lose
I suffocate in my own skin (My own skin)
Never knowing who I really am
I still question myself fearing what I'd lose
If I had tied the noose

I still suffer

Was I designed for demise?
An addict to my own torment
Feed on the disconnect

I tried soothing sorrow with venom
From the fangs of obsession
A cold soul soaked in gasoline

I am numb
I am soul sick

Why am I cursed by chemical error?
Watch me bleed
Watch me suffer

Burn it

I plead my case, I bit my tongue
It was never enough
I let the blood run
My body gave in to the suffer club
Sick of unfamiliar faces
How the fuck can I take this?
Like splintered wood underneath the nail
Skin ticket tourniquet
Put my motherfucking body in a casket, aye
Put my motherfucking body in a casket, aye, aye
Put my motherfucking body in a casket, yeah