my heart has been stabbed with a knife of sorrow
pierced by the dagger of broken promises
infected by the plague I can't oppose on
poison thoughts that darken the mind

...forever gone...embrace the ashes

deep oceans of pain that I drown in
choke the struggle for a breathe I can't take
push me away where I've never been before
where honor and dignity lose their meaning

distant cries that I hear will not bring me back
...sew the wounds but they're too deep...