I got your message and I hope you know I hate you too
I only hate you 'cause if I loved you, I’d hate me too
It’s clear as day that you’d care less if I had died tonight
And if I'm wrong I’d never know if I would die tonight
I live a life of fake friends and real enemies
I smile, knowing they won’t rest till they get rid of me
We’ll make up bed 'cause one day yea you gone, sleep in it
And if that day should be today, we see who really mean it

I’ve never wished death on anyone else
But I'm not sure if I mean it
So I just keep it to myself, 'cause if I say it I’ll needa
Be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen
That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end

Say when my curtains done closed don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone

Niggas see me and wanna kill me for shit I can’t control
I love 'em but still got a family waitin' on me to make it home
My momma said the day I die is the day she lose her faith in God
'Cause if he is the holy one, why the fuck he let my baby die
No pastor’s words can ease my mind
Momma listen to me, I'm not hurting no more
And no there’s not a golden gate, but my soul is golden for sure
And I watch over you, I see Ajah she taller than you
And I know you hear me saying: Don’t put all that salt in yo food
I know that you hear me, just listen ma, I know you can hear me
I never talked about my feelings, but in this music you hear me
And it’s alright that all my life that I’ve been misunderstood
They never seen me as I am, but I knew this day they would

But when my curtains done closed, don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone

I’ve never wished death on anyone else
But I'm not sure if I mean it, so I just keep it to myself
'Cause I say it I’ll needa, be put on suicidal watch because my tongue holds the pen
That writes the scripts to all my movies from beginning to end

Say when my curtains done closed don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone
Say when my curtains done closed don’t you try to hit my phone
Say you ain’t love me while I'm here, then don’t love me when I'm gone