wasted

I feel, wasted
Off the time that it's taken you
To turn your mind
Lost my patience
Must've misplaced it
Still take your time
And if I lose you now it'll all make sense
Attacked me down with no defence against you now I've lost, I guess
And If I try to make amends
We'll let this go and just pretend as if a lifetime wasn't spent (but)
I feel, wasted
Off the time that it's taken you
To turn your mind
Lost my patience
Must've misplaced it
Still take your time
So what's this for?
I can't give you more
Problem in store
Often what I ignore
And I don't wanna fight now
All out of spite now
Nothing is all right now
I can't even slow down
Talking out of my mouth
Thoughts come out loud
Baby, are you up now?
I'm so stuck right now
I feel, wasted
Off the time that it's taken you
To turn your mind
Lost my patience
Must've misplaced it
Still take your time